A new day is dawning?

Yup, a new day is dawning. Much the same as yesterday, but today I have already rotated two loads of laundry, kids have had breakfast, showers and a few arguments all to get ready for school. So now, here I sit with my cold coffee (yuck) waiting for some divine inspiration to write something amazing and spiritual and all I can think of is the many things I still need to do today. I can hear my older children getting ready for school, I have 5 more loads of laundry to do, the grocery store is beckoning to me, the house needs a good cleaning (mom-clean is what we refer to a good cleaning) and I am still in my PJs with no desire to get out of them.

Then my mind goes to the things I could be doing,,,

Random ramblings

In my excitement to get started I put my intro in the wrong 'spot', so here I am editing it so it can be just so. At times I do think I may,, kinda sorta have some organizational issues,,, working on that one. That is a whole new blog for another day. So getting back to what I was hoping to write about in the first place.

What does the title mean to me, 'Rebuilding the Ancient Ruins.' It is actuall a long story of exactly that. This is a journey I have been on for 15 years, almost half of my life. The ruins I come from are deep and painful. Fear being the root and from it pain, hurt, rejection, shame, and so much more was birthed. What does a young girl of 16 do with all that?